sendiri

mom said "i'll go to palembang tomorrow, is it fine with you?"

mom.. why ask that?
do you know what i've been through at this time?

i'm fine mom..

but.. do you fine mom? for have such a son like me..?

i still not make you happy

i feel like a loser..

i dissapointed you, i make such a troublesome for you..

mom.. i love you..

dont worry about me..

and mom, i still love her, always..

you know i'm not lie..

but i'm a shy, i'm hideous mom..

what should i do mom? sometimes i make her cry, i make her dissappointed..

just like what i do to you..
but mom.. what should i do..

please teach me..

for you who experienced in this life.. 

mom, sometimes i feel life's suck.

it f*ck me, it r*pe me..

i feel like cant do anything about that..

what a troublesome son i am, mom..

i sorry..